I don’t know if its because I am turning 30 or that reality is starting to set in at 26 weeks, but I’ve been incredibly emotional this week. Other than the first couple of weeks (before I even knew I was pregnant) I was feeling anxious and overwhelmed with the amount of things going on in my life, and now I am starting to get that familiar feeling.
For any of you wondering, I am incredibly open and content with getting older and leaving my twenties behind me. Aging is inevitable and it doesn’t have to mean that your life is over when you have a birthday. I can have plenty of fun at any age. Or so I think š We have a new chapter ahead of us in approximately 3 months and I couldn’t be more excited to start this time in my life with JJ; but there areĀ some questions we just can’t seem to answer right now (which may give me that overwhelming feeling). Are you still planning to work when she is born? What’s your plan? Daycare? Are you going to breastfeed? Are you going to get her on a sleep schedule? Have you registered? Are you reading baby books? Have you done your classes? When is your shower? Have you picked your pediatrician? Are you preparing your dogs for her arrival? Do you have enough money saved? Is your nursery done? Question. Question. Question.
I honestly have no idea. To all of these. I’ve been pretty happy and mellow throughout this pregnancy, but now… my need to organize and prepare is really starting to kick in… yet, I have no idea. Should I have more of an idea at this stageĀ in the game?Ā Please just say no. I still haveĀ 3 months to figure it all out, right? Perhaps the feeling will pass and I am just being a hormonal pregnant girl this week. Can anyone share the feeling?
On a lighter note, if you haven’t checked out my staycation at The Royal Palms Resort in Scottsdale, Arizona… check it out here! Below is another outfit from the staycation.
Photos by aMaes Photography (@aMaes_photography)
Be Kind,
Lola